我以後也要當伴娘I want to be a bridesmaid !

九月九日，是我姊結婚的日子，之前我一直在憂心結婚典禮我該穿什麼衣服好，我怕穿得太女性化我爸會生氣，但是要穿男性化的話，我以前男生衣服都丟了，最後聽tintin的建議，上衣穿襯衫，下半身搭牛仔褲，至於絲巾，我媽的絲巾都太老氣了，所以不戴了。


雖然我的穿著是很中性，不過外表看起來仍然是女生，我爸向外人介紹時，仍然是說「這是我兒子」我想外人的心裡一定覺得很疑惑吧。不過，只要我爸不發怒，我就認為我爸可以接受我了。

我跟爸爸那邊的親戚，如叔叔、嬸嬸、堂兄妹們已經有一年多沒見面了，她們今天看到我時都有點楞住，不過我想她們應該先前會有聽過我的傳聞，所以我也沒有向他們解釋。

我反倒是跟舅舅、舅媽、表弟那邊的親族比較熟，雖然只是幾個月沒看到我了，舅媽還是稱讚我變漂亮了。

中途，我姊在新娘休息室換裝時，我姊有跟伴娘和她以前的死黨拍照，我也跟我姊一起拍，拍的時候，我跟我姊說

「昨天我跟公司說要去參加姊姊婚禮時，有個女同事問我說，妳是不是要去當伴娘？」

「哦」

「我就說，那怎麼可能，我爸看到的話，不會發飆嗎？」

「那妳要不要現在穿伴娘的衣服？」

我看了伴娘那件裙襬垂地的禮服說
「給我的話我可能穿不下」

「也對，給妳穿的話，會變成迷你裙了 XD」

「XD」

I want to be a bridesmaid !!

September 9th, it is the day of my elder sister's wedding. Before I was anxious about what to wear in the wedding ceremony. I am afraid to be blamed by my father if I wear too feminine. I cannot wear masculine clothes because my male clothes are all thrown away. Eventually I followed the suggestion of my net friend, Tin-tin. That is to wear a shirt with jeans. She also recommended me to wear a silk handkerchief on the neck, but my mother's silk handkerchief looks too old-fashioned. So I gave up.

My clothing looked very neutral, but my appearance still looked like a girl. While my father introduced me to his friends, he still said, "That's my son". I thought his friends must feel confused. At least, my father didn't feel unpleasure on me. I thought he could accept me.

I have not seen the relatives on my father's side, such as uncles, aunts, younger cousins, for one year. While they saw me, they were astonished. I suppose they heard my rumors before, so I didn't explain my situation.

On the contrary, I have a closer relationship to the relatives on my mother's side. I have not seen them for few months. While young aunt saw me, she praised me became more beautiful than before.

In the middle of the ceremony, I entered the changing room of the bride. My elder sister was taken the photo with the bridesmaid, and her sisterhood. I was also taken the photo with my elder sister.

I said, "Yesterday I told my colleagues that I will go to my sister's wedding. One of female colleagues asked me, will you be a bridesmaid in the ceremony? "

"Hmm", said my sister.

"I said, that's impossible. My father will get mad if he sees me in dress", said I.

"Do you want to try the bridesmaid's dress?", said my sister.

I looked at the dress with the long skirt dragged on the floor. I said, "I cannot fit into the dress".

"Absolutely! It becomes the mini skirt if you wear it. Ha ha ha", said sister.

"Ha ha"